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LessThanZero   |
Fleeing | 31 | 04/11/08 à 01:41 |
I don't like this word. Fleeing.
It always sounded coward to me. Weak. I don't do weak. Running away would have certainly been more appropriate, but fleeing as a poetic tone, something I like.
I'm telling you, this is, as usual, gonna be very random.
I've always felt like fleeing.
Actually, I've always felt like I didn't belong here. Oh my dear friends I can already hear some of you humming Creep by Radiohead but it's ok. I guess.
Young, I used to think that maybe, I was some kind of alien. You know, like my UFO crashed somewhere and I got saved by a family. But I ain't superman. Just the kind of alien who's been searching his soul and hasn't found it yet.
My point is, this feeling is exacerbating with time.
I have this strange habit of staring at people in the tramway, subway or whatever. In the morning, people just look sleepy. But when the night comes, oh my brothers, they just look like nothing. Like they've been through a harassing day and they just don't live anymore. I don't want to be a part of this mess.
Disappear here. It would be so easy, you know. I mean, not fleeing by dying, of course, that would suck.
But fleeing to start over. I'm gently coming to my point. Starting over is coward right?
Is it ok to leave everyone behind? All the people who care about you.
Care. I've never been able to care about anything. Like, if I care about something, it's just something to worry about.
Something that will haunt you everyday.
University, family, friends, relationships. I've never been able to find my real place.
Anyway, this is real tragedy you know.
What the hell am i doing here?
I mean, I feel this freaking way everyday. Sad.
Just, watching the sky and looking at those planes that go to unknown places. Walking through the train station and hearing that lame voice anouncing destinations.
This would be so convenient. So fine. Nothing to worry about, nothing to think about. Not even where you're going. Feeling safe. Again. some of you will tell me I have to learn about life. Already did, but thanks for the advice.
I pretty much lost my point, so I'll be clear and ask you those simple quetsions?
Is it ok to flee? Isn't it coward toward the people who care about you?
Do you feel the same way?
PS: You're way cheaper than a shrink, so no need to wonder why I'm telling you this.
peace out.
| Fleeing | 21/31 | 04/11/2008 à 02:45 |
Don't judge people that you see around you, my path is not the traditional path, and as you I would either like to say that your feeling to escape from this reality is the same as other millions of people you feel the same as you who don't know exactly what they are here for, you are like every peeps whom take the usual paths cause they don't have the courage to find what they want (it's not true for all of them of course, but when I listen people talk about their stories, they wanted to do this and meet this guy and so on.. and finally ended in the completely opposite, or in fucked up situations.
You got the dream to go away then do it, go see the world.
I think that if you REALLY knew that there was no real place for you in this world you would not be alive to talk to us.
| Fleeing | 22/31 | 04/11/2008 à 02:46 |
| Fleeing | 23/31 | 04/11/2008 à 02:53 |
People are made to reach happiness.
But you're not?
Let me lol.
| Fleeing | 24/31 | 04/11/2008 à 02:56 |
| Fleeing | 25/31 | 04/11/2008 à 02:56 |
But I don't think that one could reach happiness while looking for it by any means.
Even though I think happiness is somehow unreachable, I do think it is possible to get closer to happiness, in fact, to get closer to the idea of hapinness one has.
And the means that can get one to approach that near-happiness state are passions. I mean real passions, strong passions, not the usual hobbies everyone has.
| Fleeing | 26/31 | 04/11/2008 à 02:58 |
Indeed, they are made to reach happiness.
But I don't think that one could reach happiness while looking for it by any means.
Even though I think happiness is somehow unreachable, I do think it is possible to get closer to happiness, in fact, to get closer to the idea of hapinness one has.
And the means that can get one to approach that near-happiness state are passions. I mean real passions, strong passions, not the usual hobbies everyone has.
I must admit that I kinda agree on this. Shameless woman.
| Fleeing | 27/31 | 04/11/2008 à 03:08 |
I've only been trying to define it. I found out.
I gave up.
Easy steps.
| Fleeing | 28/31 | 04/11/2008 à 03:19 |
How do you define happiness now ?
| Fleeing | 29/31 | 04/11/2008 à 03:34 |
| Fleeing | 30/31 | 04/11/2008 à 03:35 |
| Fleeing | 31/31 | 04/11/2008 à 04:15 |
But to awnser your questions I should say this. If you swap the two "e"s and the "l" "fleeing" becomes "feeling" so I would say that it is OK to want to escape/flee from life and that even if you don't really care about them they will car enough for you to let you go. I'm also the kind of person who doesn't like to make personal links with other people usually because I have changed house very often and that I don't have the courage to suffer again.